| 2 months today. (Saturday 22nd)
I love him.
xoxo Me
This is all gay, Friends breaking friendships with people for a guy, more then likely they won't be with for very long. Other girls telling you that you can't love him because their jealous of what you got (No Kim that wasn't about you, that was about *her* I love you and I know that you didn't mean it like that) So then after that it all causes drama, and you wished that she would go just back to Truman (where she came from) and leave Chrisman the freak alone. I do love him, hes very special to me. My love for him will never die, but most of you think wow they've been together for 2 months big love there... Well from past experiences with guys, this one is different then all the others, and thats why I'm falling in love with him more and more every day.
I love you all, but I really need some non-drama time. Things with friends are going all that great. High school causes too much drama, I know how people say take is slow because it'll go by sooo fast.. well right now I feel like it'll never be over.. 3 and a half more years... it'll never end. And the drama won't ever stop coming. I held it all in for about 4 weeks, and now it's finally getting to me. Instead of sitting here holding my problems into myself, I'm going to write them on here. Complain on here because I know this is something that I can write on and if you feel like reading it, go ahead, If not it doesn't matter to me. It's just all my problems. Sometimes I'm going to start making my posts private so if you want to read them you'll have to tell me then I'll subscribe to you (thats if I know you)
The times I spend with him are amazing, but I know sometime through-out those times, theres going to be those fights that nobody likes, the ones that you wish that you could look into his eyes and know that everything is going to be ok, but inside you know its not going to be ok. Well I hope things can get stronger between us. I love him and I really don't want to lose him.
My friends (the ones that I can tell everything to and they'll listen to me) are getting truely amazing, and I'm getting alot closer with a couple people. I'm going to give a shout-out to somebody that I haven't gave one to in forever and I want to because she makes me like I am:
Claire E.~ You are truely an awesome friend, you've been there for me from day 1, in 7th grade in Hoch.'s pe/health class. I have come to you with most of my problems hoping you could solve them, and you have. Your awesome. We've had rough times from 7th grade all through-out last year and this year, I feel like we've bonded alot closer, since we are going to two seperate schools we don't see eachother as much and we are able to talk to eachother all the time and can compaire things going on and we can help eachohter, no matter what I'm here for you 24-7.
Well I'm getting off of here,
I love him && you
xoxo me |
